There’s Death waiting to shave me
With his scythe
I told my brother
I know I shall be killed
But this is the only place
That I can make my protest from
I came to help these boys
By leading them as well
As an officer can
By watching their sufferings
That I may speak as well
As a pleader can
After all the shells we’ve been through
And the gas
These bullets are a gentle rain
From heaven
Or, they are arrowheads of political error
And insincerity on which young men
Are being sacrificed
—
Death’s not my enemy
Though I can’t stand
The green thick odour of his breath
My enemies are those who talk
Of “attrition” and “sustaining damage”
Those whose imaginations have shrunk
To the size of a flag, those who still believe
A corpse missing half a face
Has any use of nationality
I have been urged by an earnest viola
To lay my chest to the ground
And submit to the pounding shells
The newest rhythm in the earth
—
I was reborn through Keats
And reared again by sweet Sassoon
But why poetry, I could not say
Except that it gives me a strange solitude
When I resort to it and stranger
Friends when I resort to them
And even if I don’t know why poetry
Or what I really want I do know
What I don’t want:
Preserve me from old women
Without wit or wisdom
Preserve me from young women
With gush and no beauty
Preserve me from women
Of beauty and no charm; but take
No measures against women of charm
And no beauty, for they are the sugar
Of the earth
Preserve me from men in waistcoats
Shirt cuffs and braces of a Sunday afternoon
Preserve me from the man who sits
In stocking feet of an evening
And scratches his big toe with his heel
Preserve me from the youth
Who carries a pencil in his right ear;
But preserve the cigarette in the ear of a Tommy
For it is his last
Preserve me from people who eat eggs
When I don’t want any
Preserve me from all ships
In glass bottles, plush chairs
Group photographs, flowers under glass
Shades and shells-pictures-frames
And especially preserve me
From armchair generals and politicians
Who prolong suffering for their own ends
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